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Down Again I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm just not worth it any more They have taken my hart There is no more so here I am out of control I just cant take it anymore I’m writing this poem to get it all out maybe one day they’ll hear me out Probably not nobody cares all they say is get out of here Nobody cares the pain I felt Again I hear just get out One of these days I will be out Cause nobody knows just why I shout So here I am fucking life up a brand new boy who will take the brunt I’m sorry to him and everyone else My life means nothing not even to myself I’m sorry to you that I have hurt so much But life doesn’t care so what the fuck THIS was me when i was sore ive taken the beatings but not any more life is now all up to me and what a wonderful life its now going to be! :)
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